Do you believe in Jesus?

I know; it’s a strange question.

I imagine many people cringe when they hear it, including people who consider themselves Christians. Are you dealing with a ‘Jesus nut’ or one of those right-wing extremists? Contrast that with the multitude of questions you get asked daily and ask yourself why this one makes you feel uncomfortable.

You see, they have conditioned us to believe that we should hide our religion. I’ve heard all the excuses: ‘You need to be tolerant,’ ‘It will make people uncomfortable,’ and the infamous, ‘Separation of church and state.’ I’m kind of embarrassed to admit that at many junctures of my life, especially with my time in the NYPD, I have fallen into one of these scenarios. I’m guessing most of us have, but should we hide our faith?

Matthew 5:15-16 says, “Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven.”

As Christians, we are not called to be timid, but to preach the Gospel, yet we live in a secular world and many put God behind their ambitions. We don’t want to upset friends or family, we don’t want to get in trouble at work, we don’t want to inhibit our personal ambitions, or we don’t want to offend any influential people.

As an author, I get it. Some of you may know that there was a time I was vocal about my political views. I toned that down when I began writing, because I didn’t want to offend any readers. It’s advice that I strongly recommend, yet too few seem to take it.

But, and this is a big but, there is an enormous difference between politics and religion.

Politics is temporal, religion is eternal.

I’m sure many reading this are wondering, ‘Where the heck is he going with this?’

Recent global events have caused me to take a pause and really consider the times we are living in. Some reading this post might know that I wrote a book titled: Where was God? An NYPD first responder’s search for answers following the terror attack of September 11th 2001. It’s available on Amazon and you can click the link if you’re interested in picking it up. I just added two new chapters and 100% of the royalties goes to charity. The reason I mention it is that the book had originally started off as my 9/11 journey, but quickly turned into an investigation of whether there was even a God to blame. My conclusion was not only that God is real, but that He is very much in control. I mean, He is the great I Am, omniscient, omnipotent, and omnipresent.

I noticed that with everything going on in the world some people, myself included, were beginning to question whether we are living in the prophesied end times. I don’t consider myself a conspiracy theorist, I spent too many years doing investigations and focusing on facts, and I try to always take a sober approach to every issue. After making the case for Christ, it forced me to take a substantive look at what we are told in the Bible.

If you examine the Old Testament, you see that it prophecies about the coming Messiah. Now we must remember something here. If Jesus was real, and I established in my book He was, then the circumstances such as His birthplace, His ancestry, and the method of His death, were beyond His control if He was simply a mortal man and not the promised Messiah.

For a moment, consider the following passages: (Old Testament & Corresponding New Testament verses)

Messiah would be born in Bethlehem (Micah 5:2 / Matthew 2:1 Luke 2:4-6)

Messiah would be born of a virgin (Isaiah 7:14 / Matthew 1:22-23 Luke 1:26-31)

Messiah would come from the line of Abraham (Genesis 12:3 Genesis 22:18 / Matthew 1:1 Romans 9:5)

Messiah would be a descendant of Isaac (Genesis 17:19 Genesis 21:12 / Luke 3:34)

Messiah would be a descendant of Jacob (Numbers 24:17 / Matthew 1:2)

Messiah would spend a season in Egypt (Hosea 11:1 / Matthew 2:14-15)

A massacre of children would happen at Messiah's birthplace (Jeremiah 31:15 / Matthew 2:16-18)

A messenger would prepare the way for Messiah (Isaiah 40:3-5 / Luke 3:3-6)

Messiah would be rejected by His own people (Psalm 69:8 Isaiah 53:3 / John 1:11 John 7:5)

Messiah would bring light to Galilee (Isaiah 9:1-2 / Matthew 4:13-16)

Messiah would be a sacrifice for sin (Isaiah 53:5-6 / Romans 5:6-8)

Messiah would be crucified with criminals (Isaiah 53:8-9 / Matthew 27:38 Mark 15:27-28)

Messiah would resurrect from the dead (Psalm 16:10 Psalm 49:15 / Matthew 28:2-7 Acts 2:22-32)

Messiah would ascend to heaven (Psalm 24:7-10 / Mark 16:19 Luke 24:51)

Back in the 1952, Peter Stoner, who was a former chairman of the Department of Mathematics and Astronomy at Pasadena City College, and later Professor Emeritus of Science at Westmont College, along with Robert C. Newman, who was a physicist who studied at Cornell with Carl Sagan, published a book titled, Science Speaks. In their book, the authors discussed the statistical improbability of one man, whether accidentally or deliberately, fulfilling just eight of the prophecies Jesus fulfilled. Remember, I gave you fourteen, six more than they considered. Their conclusion was that the chance of this happening was 1 in 1017th power.

Now, if you are like me, you really don’t grasp the enormity of the ‘math’ and this was apparently something they realized as well. Fortunately for us, the authors gave an illustration to help us visualize the magnitude of such odds: “Suppose that we take 1017th silver dollars and lay them on the face of Texas. They will cover all of the state two feet deep. Now mark one of these silver dollars and stir the whole mass thoroughly, all over the state. Blindfold a man and tell him that he can travel as far as he wishes, but he must pick up one silver dollar and say that this is the right one. What chance would he have of getting the right one? Just the same chance that the prophets would have had of writing these eight prophecies and having them all come true in any one man, from their day to the present time, providing they wrote using their own wisdom.”

I gave you fourteen, just to go slightly above the eight, but I could easily give you another two dozen examples of Old Testament prophecy being fulfilled in the New Testament. In fact, some Bible scholars put the number of prophetic scripture at over 300. Simply put, it is impossible beyond calculation. Many will scoff, many will try to attack it, or claim some other reason, but even if you only focus on the sheer volume of prophesy Christ fulfilled, from the time of His baptism by John to His death and resurrection, it is beyond argument.

So if God is real and the Bible is real and Jesus is real, where does that leave us?

As the title of this post asks, ‘Do you believe in Jesus?’

Believe it or not, for many it is not a simple question. The Bible says in James 2:19, “You believe that there is one God. Good! Even the demons believe that — and shudder.”

Many have read the Bible and heard the Gospel preached, but do they truly believe in Jesus?

Knowing He exists means nothing. Satan knew Jesus existed; he tested Him in the wilderness. (Luke 4:1-13)

My fear, watching what is going on in the world today, is that too many people know about Jesus, but few believe in Him. We have given our lives over to the secular world, to the exclusion of the spiritual one, but the Bible is very explicit as to what will happen to the world at the end of days and it is not pretty.

And in those days shall men seek death, and shall not find it; and shall desire to die, and death shall flee from them.” Revelation 9:6

If we are indeed entering into the ends of times, and from what I can see the argument for that is pretty strong, then it is incumbent on us to make some decisions. We must choose whether we are going to put our faith into God’s word, or roll the dice. The Bible makes it clear that when the end does come, many are going to be caught off guard.

Matthew 24:36 says, “But of that day and hour no one knows, not even the angels of heaven, but My Father only.”

1 Thessalonians 5:2 says, “For you know very well that the day of the Lord will come like a thief in the night.”

If you are watching the events unfolding in the world, it behooves the believer to get his act together and become a voice for the Lord, so that others will find salvation.

Jesus said, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.” John 14:16

If you are not a believer, then you probably are asking yourself, ‘How does this impact me?’

Well, to put it bluntly, ‘Just because you don’t believe in God, doesn’t mean that He doesn’t believe in you.”

Romans 2:8 says, “But he will pour out his anger and wrath on those who live for themselves, who refuse to obey the truth and instead live lives of wickedness.”

As a former law enforcement officer, let me put it this way: Say you are a criminal, a burglar for that matter, and you are really good at what you do. You are always cautious and you’ve gotten away with your crimes. It’s 11pm and you just settled in for a good night’s sleep, dreaming of your next job. Unbeknownst to you, there’s a SWAT team coming to pay you a visit at 2am, because on your last heist you failed to notice the little spy cam hidden in that teddy bear. You think you got away with it; you don’t think they are coming, but they are.

God’s judgement is going to come on the world and it will be severe. I tremble to think of what life will be like during those days, and I’m happy that I won’t be around to see it. I know you’re probably wondering what that means. The fact is, those who believe in Christ as their Lord and Savior have been forgiven of their sins. In fact, the whole purpose of Jesus coming into this world was to save mankind.

John 3:16 – “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.”

And the gift of salvation is just that, a gift. The Apostle Paul tells us in Ephesians 2:8-9, “For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God—not by works, so that no one can boast.”

From the beginning we have all fallen short through sin. We have all turned away from God and there was nothing we could ever do to make ourselves holy. So God saved us despite what we had become, through His mercy, and His gift. All we have to do is accept it.

If you have never believed in Jesus, and want to experience the ultimate gift from God in your life, it’s actually quite easy. Think of it like the ABC’s.

Admit you are a sinner: This is where that Godly sorrow leads to genuine repentance for sinning against a righteous God.

Believe in your heart that Jesus Christ died for your sins, was buried, and that God raised Him up from the dead. This is trusting with all of your heart that Jesus was who He said He was.

Call upon the name of the Lord. Every single person who ever lived, since Adam, will bend their knee and confess with their mouth that Jesus Christ is Lord, the Lord of lords and King of kings.

(ABC’s of salvation, courtesy: https://calvarychapelkaneohe.com/abc-of-salvation)

You say that it is too simple? Okay, is its simplicity such that you won’t accept it? Does that mean when someone offers you a gift, something you have always wanted, whether for your birthday or in celebration of some event, that you refuse it because it is just too simple, or do you accept it with gratefulness because they loved you enough to give you what you wanted?

God’s ready to give you the ultimate gift, all you have to do is accept it from Him.

If you already believe, than you need to turn your focus on bringing others to Christ and that is not through hiding your faith, but living it.

We may not know the day or the hour, but it is coming and we need to be prepared.

In His holy name,

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September 11th – Never Forget

It’s funny to me that each September you begin hearing the words ‘Never Forget’ being repeated.

I don’t say this dismissively, and I am truly grateful to all those who remember the bravery and faithfulness of our fallen, but as I look around at what is going on in this country I cannot help but feel these words are becoming hollow platitudes.

Just recently, the 9/11 community was in an all-out political battle to fight for funding to treat many of us who are sick as a result of the toxins we ingested back then. September 12th, 2002, united this country and gave rise to the words ‘Never Forget.’ Yet the same politicians who draped themselves in the flag and chastised us to not forget were the very same ones who pushed back on the promise this country made to us.

I look around and I am deeply troubled, as I see this new generation, many whom were not even alive when the terror attack occurred, desecrating memorials to our fallen heroes and victims, because they go against their current world view. Those people who have never put themselves in harm’s way for another human being, mocking those that gave the last full measure.

 The words ‘Never Forget’ mean something different to a select few. While the world proclaims that we should Never Forget, some understand that for them it is ‘Can’t Forget.’

Can’t Forget means that you can never look at a clear blue sky and find comfort.

Can’t Forget means that the sound of a low flying plane sends a wave of panic through you.

Can’t Forget means that in the shadow of a global pandemic a mask brings no comfort, only bad memories.

Can’t Forget means that the sight of flames and the scent of acrid smoke forever rekindles a hell that no one should ever know.

Can’t Forget means that to those who wear this, you are bound to a brother & sisterhood that is sacred, not for what we did, but for what they gave:  Fidelis Ad Mortem

NYPD World Trade Center Medal

NYPD World Trade Center Medal

Can’t Forget means that, by the grace of God, you survived, but the names and faces of those we lost are forever etched into our hearts and minds.

From this day to the ending of the world,
But we in it shall be remembered-
We few, we happy few, we band of brothers;
For he to-day that sheds his blood with me
Shall be my brother; be he ne'er so vile,
This day shall gentle his condition;
And gentlemen in England now-a-bed
Shall think themselves accurs'd they were not here,
And hold their manhoods cheap whiles any speaks
That fought with us upon Saint Crispin's day
.” - William Shakespeare’s Henry V

Re-Release: Where Was God? Updated Content

I wanted to let everyone know that I just re-released by book: Where Was God? An NYPD first responder’s search for answers following the terror attack of September 11th 2001

This 2nd edition features two new chapters dealing with the current Corona Virus (COVID-19) Pandemic and the Book of Job. I felt I was missing out on an opportunity to speak to people who might be struggling emotionally and spiritually with the wake of devastation left by this virus. The addition of the examination of the Book of Job came after a recent Bible study and it felt particularly relevant when we are seeking answers during times of suffering.

The updated versions should be available shortly on Amazon: Where Was God?

This edition also features a revised list of the men and women of the NYPD who have lost their battle to 9/11 illnesses.  Sadly, this year marks the 19th anniversary of the attack. On the day of the attack, the NYPD lost 23 members in the line of duty; since that day we have lost a staggering 242 more from the toxins they ingested and that number will only continue to rise; a situation made even worse by the health effects of COVID-19.

As an added reminder, 100% of the royalties from this book are donated to charities / organizations that further God’s work. From the very first day we made a commitment that, since this work was divinely inspired, we not profit from its message.  

In times of tragedy or suffering it can feel as if we are alone, but we are not. God is always with us.

John 16:33 – “I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world.”

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Where Was God? Understanding our place.

When I wrote my book: Where Was God? An NYPD first responder’s search for answers following the terror attack of September 11th 2001, I did so as someone who had responded to the attack and struggled with the question as to why a loving and benevolent God would allow such tragedy to happen.

It was a long journey, with many ups and downs. Admittedly, there were times I was angry at God and I wonder if this was how Job felt?

Right from the beginning, we are told that Job ‘was blameless and upright; he feared God and shunned evil.’ Yet unspeakable tragedy befell him, sanctioned by God: The loss of his children, the loss of his wealth, chastisement at the hands of his ‘friends.’

And then in Job 38:1-3, He reminds us just who we are: “Then the Lord spoke to Job out of the storm. He said: “Who is this that obscures my plans with words without knowledge? Brace yourself like a man; I will question you, and you shall answer me.”

What occurs next is a reminder of the power and majesty of the Lord. From Job 38 – 41, He tells us exactly who He is.

Then, in Job 42:2-6, Job replied to the Lord: “I know that you can do all things; no purpose of yours can be thwarted. You asked, ‘Who is this that obscures my plans without knowledge?’ Surely I spoke of things I did not understand, things too wonderful for me to know. “You said, ‘Listen now, and I will speak; I will question you, and you shall answer me.’ My ears had heard of you but now my eyes have seen you. Therefore I despise myself and repent in dust and ashes.”

We must never forget that we are the creation, but He is the Creator.

We will never know, this side of Heaven, why God allows certain things to happen, but I take comfort in knowing that He is in charge of everything.

Is there a God? Yes there is and I truly believe we need to learn our place and get right with Him before it is too late.

Revelation 22:12 – “Behold, I am coming soon, bringing my recompense with me, to repay each one for what he has done.”

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Awakening: The Crystal Coven Saga (Pre-Order)

I’m pleased to announce that my latest book, Awakening: The Crystal Coven Saga, is available for PRE-ORDER on Amazon and will be officially released on July 31st.

This is a story I have been working on for a while now and I am so happy to finally release it. Up until now, the majority of my fiction books have fit into the traditional police procedural genre and this one will as well, with one exception. Awakening crosses over from the mortal realm to the supernatural and introduces a new protagonist, NYPD Detective Karl Sigurdsson.

When the body of an elderly man is discovered in a local park the unsettling clues point to something much more nefarious than the street-wise detective is accustomed to handling. Soon, he begins to see an unsettling pattern begin to emerge, but is the killer homicidal maniac or something even more terrifying?

Sigurdsson soon realizes that the criminal justice system is the least of his concerns, as he is drawn deeper into the labyrinthian world of vampires. As a power struggle brewing in the immortal world threatens to boil over into the mortal realm, Sigurdsson is forced to confront the fact that he could soon turn from being the hunter into the hunted.

The origins of this novel reside in a song called ‘Make me Wanna Die,"‘ by The Pretty Reckless. I’d heard it one day while I was at the gym and I thought it was an interesting premise, especially if you put it within the supernatural realm. It turned into the premise for Awakening: How far would you go to save the woman you love?

Karl Sigurdsson is about to find out.

You can pre-order the e-book now and it will be delivered to your Kindle on July 31st. The print copy will also be available on that day as well.

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